One Final Piece

To Biker - late late night expression.....

how could i not love the soul that felt this image...

FOTO HE TOOK

for it sings to the soul that felt this one.

FOTO I TOOK

you are loved
even if it's not wanted.

it just is what it is.
Pieces of Parts


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-----Original Message-----
From: biker
To: Pieces
Sent: Sat, 18 Feb 2006 08:49:12 -0500
Subject: Re: a little light headed

' you are loved
even if it's not wanted.'

Says Who?
Dont be silly.
Biker

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* - - ' you are loved
even if it's not wanted.'

Says Who?
Dont be silly.
Biker - - *

We really aren't talking about the same kind of love.
As I stated in my Time Line letter to you.
I can see that now.

If you truly wanted the love I have for you, you wouldn't be living with another woman, and gone from me for countless of months, and fucking the countless others.

Soooo..... your interpretation of what I sent you late last night..... was FRIENDSHIP LOVE.

And somewhere in me there IS that for you.
But I am working on the LOVE I AM feeling. - Which I can see there is none of THAT sort of love in your heart for me.

Stupid thing to be wanting to find out............ while you are living with another woman - whether you have a good relationship with her or NOT! BAD ME.


But this all came over me cause I had a drink last night. Wasn't a big one. A small glass of Baileys Irish Cream. I've been sooooo mad at you, and at me. I've been going thru so many layers of emotions since you told me your new found situation. I've been dealing head on with the terrible relationship I have with my entire family! I've been over-fucking-whelmed with it all and doing my best at being okay.
Suddenly out of me came FEELINGS!!!!!!

And I showed them to you. But you just aren't there. And god only knows how long you haven't!
And THAT HURTS!


Nothing to be done. I feel something that just isn't shared. And I am trying to figure out what is right and best for me, all at the same time.



I just don't feel how YOU feel, right now. I don't know if I ever will.



Love you - my way.
Pieces of Parts


Drinking is just not for me.