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Subject: NOW

Hi Spirit Sister,

I just realized that my NOW is just not happy.

I am simply sad about the fact that I know what is going to be happening tomorrow and again, I am without my family.

It just simply sucks.

It is what it is.
And I am not happy about it.
But it is what it is.

My letter to you about blogging and UrEx had only to do with my 2 cents on it.

I just am where I am at this moment in my life.
My life situation is sad for me. That's all there is to it.

Love you,

Pieces of Parts
"We must be the change we wish to see."
- Gandhi

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Hi Pieces,

I am sending even more hugs. Your life situation regarding your family is sad for you at this time. You have other friends who love you deeply and you have a nice life going on outside of your family. Not to downplay your sadness, just to give you hugs and support.

I think there could be a similarity between MyEx and the blog and this PA thing with Blood Sister and the kids. I don't want to update my old blog because I don't want to give MyEx a view of my life- basically a chance to look at my life when he is no longer invited to be a part of it. It's like saying Look but Don't Touch. I think Blood Sister did something similar to you- basically saying, look at how close we will be! Look at what is going on! I'll tell you about it but not invite you into it.

I hope I'm making sense in my emails! I am already on-site, just waiting for my colleague to show up, and am very sleepy, LOL!

Thanks so much for your emails. Much love to you. Today will pass and you will still have your friends and ClayPlay and ASL and all kinds of goodness going on, even as there is mourning over your family.

Love,

Spirit Sister

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